just so true.

感情；
是彼此的信任；
彼此的承诺；
彼此的付出；
彼此的关怀；
但却成了彼此争吵的借口；
所谓的负担。

争吵的时候；
却忘了甜密的时光；
忘了当初的承诺；
当初的付出。

太过欤爱一个人，
将会变得十分在意对方的感受，
为了对方不顾一切的付出；
倒置自己不快乐。

一份感情应该平衡；
说的就要做到，
给了承诺就要遵守，
互相付出；互相扶持；互相关心；互相的体谅。
一起走过煎熬的日子与问题；
紧握住对方不放手。

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anything for you, i will.

我不会放弃, 因为我爱你.

我不会生气, 因为我答应过你.

No matter how hard its gonna be, I will make it through. because i love you.

Today we went to bedok blk 85 for the long craved bar chor mee. i asked you if u still rmb when was the first time that we came here– you shook yr head without thinking and said no. i felt rly rly sad, but i doubt you know.. bcos that day contained one of the precious memories we shared.  At least, that’s what i feel.  15th March 2009- a sunday after work. we were there. i rmb the laughter we shared, the times we had.

I’ve given all out, to win yr trust and heart back. i put down all the pride that i have, that no matter how cold you are treating me, that no matter how badly when u frown while talking to me, i will not be angry.. i pray to god every night, that u’ll forgive me soon one day. 

Because of the love that I have for you, I will not stop trying. And it’s this love that’s driving me on, that’s telling me no, i will never give up.

i doubt that u’ll ever read this, but really,

ilu,d.

love’s bullshit.

there’s no such things as happily ever after. it only happens in fairy tales.only people who are stupid believes in love and forever.

When u put yr heart and soul into a relationship and you get nothing back at all, you’ll realise what i really mean by the above.

I’m so fucking tired of my life being like that.  And you just DONT-GET-WHAT-I’M-TRYING-TO-SAY. dont say u uds when u obviously dont.  Maybe when u’ve figured out how to treasure someone, then u’ll have the rights to say u love her.

 how = treat her as though she’s everything to u in this world, as yr first priority and NOT like crap; how = say u love her only when u really mean it; how = protect her and make sure she doesnt get hurt in whatever situation; how = never to hurt/scold her no matter how angry u are.

but then again, there’s no such perfect person in this world. maybe just one whom i’ve met, but lost.

If YOU can do all these, maybe i’ll reconsider turning back.  Otherwise, this will be it. the end.

FU

The worst thing that can happen is that you thought u could trust someone. or that u also THOUGHT u could confide in that person. But in fact, this person has been making use of your kindness and taking u for granted all along. And u were there, just for convenience so that she wouldnt get into trouble for some issues she wasnt suppose to be doing.

I realise I wasnt appreciated. Instead, I got insulted and mocked at, with my own troubles which i once shared with you. i dont need the critcisms and mockery. and i’m not so stupid to not realise them.  thanks =)

Well, you’re the loser. not me. because i wouldnt trust you with anything again. kthksbye.

_l_

promises are meant to be broken.

dont know. just feel damn disappointed with you.

its hard to trust you again.

when i dont show that im unhappy, it doesnt mean im happy.

how can you be so selfish?

and pretend nth has happened even when i’ve SHOWED that i’m obviously unhappy?

i deserve better, really. you can stop the unwanted from happening if you realise how much i mean to u. as you have claimed so

idontneedsomeonetodefinehowgoodiam.

victoria says: you dont need someone to define how good u are. and the reason why you are single is because you can’t find someone goooooooooood enough for u.

YES YOU ARE IMPORTANT THAT I NEED YOU OUT OF MY LIFE SO I CAN FOCUS ON ALL THE GOOD THINGS, BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN NOTHING BUT BAD ASS INFLUENCEON MY LIFE, SO YES YOU ARE IMPORTANT THAT YOU HAVE TO GET OUTTTTTTT.

 

haha. i love you vicky. <3

 

now what?

can everyone just leave me alone?

i want to be by myself.

please.

my head hurts my arm hurts everywhere hurts.

fml.

 

fuck.

it’s not easy, but it aint difficult.
-easier said than done.

well, you really deserve better. this is shit.